balle.nina

2009-12-22T23:01:00.003+11:00

New Years resolutions are just around the corner, have you set yours yet? To behonest i don't even remember my last years ]: Mine is probably the same every year though, it's like playing Lotto, if you keep going for the same numbers, you'll win some day hahaha.

"Learn your lessons of life and enjoy every minute of it." If you know me, i live to contradict myself haha. One day!

On another note i am so super excited, i really hope it snows : DD Although i most likely will not be having the same wants when it's actually -10 degrees ;__;

Have a safe holiday to all my loved ones <3.

xo.

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind

2009-12-19T20:50:00.003+11:00

I was talking to a friend the other day, and he said that people in general disregard all the good things in life, because they're expected, insignificant. To be honest it makes a lot of sense and it appleis for various things.

Like you don't notice its significance until it's actually gone and then you are left to wonder why everything sucks. Is happiness a burden?

P.s My entried are becoming really short and more bursts of though thaha ]:

Taylor Momsen insipired : D

xo

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won.

There's a Wild Thing in all of us.

2009-12-14T19:04:00.003+11:00

Emotions are wild things, which very few of us have control over. And even then it's never complete control. Such emotions compulses us to react a certain way, sometimes totally irrational - but in the instant it feels rather logical. But as they say, never live in regret, so go and fix whatever you have to before the new year rolls around!

This is like a "5 years later" photo of that one particular photo that i don't have anymore ]: JESS? LES? Halp?

The day did consist of embarrassing photos of Jess eating mousse with a knife, but need approval to post so blah.

xo

Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did.
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is.

I was so wrong for so long
Only tryna please myself
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should've treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever.

A grown ups Christmas List.

2009-12-09T12:23:00.001+11:00

" No more lives torn apart

That wars would never start

And time would heal all hearts

And everyone would have a friend

And right would always win

And love will never end "

The holiday season has provoked an impulsion to watch Disney movies : D Bring on the positivity and everything sweet!

2009-12-06T10:25:00.001+11:00

It's funny how a photo really does evoke an uncanny amount of emotions, and it's not jsut due to my vulnerable state. Friendships are priceless and i'm so glad we're back to normal. Love you lots!

xo.

2009-11-28T22:07:00.007+11:00

Catching up with friends you haven't seen for long periods of time is so fun! The seperation, where one undertakes their individual paths in life - and the entwining when you meet! Ah~ s omuch to talk about! : D

Had a fun day with Marthabear last week :] She insisted be go to our past recreational activity - purikura! xD

Catching up with friends you haven't seen for long periods of time is so fun! The seperation, where one undertakes their individual paths in life - and the entwining when you meet! Ah~ s omuch to talk about! : D

Had a fun day with Marthabear last week :] She insisted be go to our past recreational activity - purikura! xD

We had lunch at Kobow n_n i keep forgetting how large their portions are >_>;; We hardly made a dent LOL. I always get carried away whil elookin gat the menu and then when the food arrives i realise that we ordered too much ._.;

On to other news, dinner with my lovelies tomorrow, NINA IS SAD THAT JESS CAN NOT MAKE IT THOUGH /sad face.

xo

2009-11-20T22:37:00.000+11:00

I love;
because i'm a fool,
I hurt;
because i'm a fool.

Wordlessly

2009-11-20T21:04:00.002+11:00

Current K-drama obsession = You're Beautiful : D I think it's the next phenomenon after Boys over Flowers xD

Love this songgg~

말도 없이 (Wordlessly) by 9th Street.

I shouldn’t have looked, I should have pretended not to know
As if I’m blind, as if I cannot see
I should not have even looked at you

I should have escaped, I should have pretended to be deaf
As if I’m deaf, as if I cannot listen
I shouldn’t have listend to love

Wordlessly, you taught me about love, wordlessly, you gave me love
You made it so that every breath I breathed had you and then you ran away from me
wordlessly love goes away, wordlessly love abandons me
what should I say, I think my lips are too shocked
because it came by wordlessly

why does it hurt, why does it keep hurting
aside from the fact that I can no longer see you, you are no longer here
nothing else has changed..

Wordlessly, you taught me about love, wordlessly, you gave me love
You made it so that every breath I breathed had you and then you ran away from me
wordlessly love goes away, wordlessly love abandons me
what should I say, I think my lips are too shocked
wordlessly, tears spill, wordlessly, my heart breaks

I wait for that wordless love, I am in pain from that wordless love
I lose my senses, I become a fool as I only look at the sky and cry
Wordlessly, the break up visits me, as it came by wordlessly
Without being ready, because I had to send you away, I think my heart was very surprised
Because it came by wordlessly

it came by wordlessly and left wordlessly
It’s like a fever, I guess I only have to be hurt for a little while, I’ll only be left with scars..

Translation courtesy to d00lie@soompi

Check it out!

xo

2009-11-19T10:42:00.003+11:00

Once upon a time
We swore not to say goodbye
Something got a hold of us
And we changed
Then you sat alone in pride
And I sat at home and cried
How'd our fairytale just end up this way

We went round for round
Til' we knocked love out
We were laying in the ring
Not making a sound
And if that's a metaphor of you and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you off
I can't wait to break through these emotional changes
Seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to phase you
Break you down so low there's no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you

This was a love phenomenon no one could explain
And I wish I could press reset and feel that feeling again
I sit and press rewind
and watch us every night
Want to pause it but I cant make it stay

Sorry the frustrations got me feelin away
And I just keep having one last thing to say
And I just want to hold you, touch you, feel you
Be near you, I miss you
I'm tired of tryin to fake through
But there's nothing I can do
Boy I can't wait to hate you..

It's inevitable that there will be losses throughout ones life, but it never ceases to surprise or disappoint me everytime it happens. Truth is you never really get over anything, but you redirect those emotions into something or someone else. You won't know what happiness until you've experienced sadness.

xo

BUY BUY BUY.

2009-11-18T16:00:00.009+11:00

The initial purpose of today's shopping trip was to get Jingaling appropriate attire for her internship in HK, but this happened D:

I got the cream foundation stick by Shu Uemura (finally) for the purpose of travelling ;x and plus its super creamy. Mine's in 774 it offers medium to light coverage which is what i like :]

Also wanted the L'occitane chea butter hand cream for ages so i caved ;x It smells so much better than The Body Shops Hemp cream : D i got the 75ml cause the larger one was just huge LOl. I'd never finish it. The nice cashier guy with the hot accent gave me samples yay. I actually really love this stuff, should get mummy some.

My Sigma brush kit came today too :] Ordered it not too long ago. As everyone says it's high quality, i do have to join that bandwagon.

I also sneaked a photo of Jingaling walking out of Longchamp ehehehe : D /applies for sale consultant position HAHA.
Jing's officially a high roller now LOL.

Kay my cousin sent me my birthday present :3 yay~

Tomorrow's work so no going out >:

P.S YAY NEW PLAYLIST.

xo

i'm a bitch just realise,
i'm a bitch all the timel
i'm a bitch -i-t-c-h.

ANOTHER HAIRCUT NINA?

2009-11-17T18:01:00.004+11:00

Yes, i went for a trim again LOL. Endings are inevitable, so i say welcome new beginnings...with a haircut! xD

Woke old man up at 7 and made him go brunch : D and then ran into people, bad weather => Hair Love. It was so windy though called Korea out, had a very interesting conversation HAHA. I think i have a new addition to my wish list. I WANT HIS LEXUS. >: Kay anyway before and after photos~ It was really due to the exceeding amount of split ends ._. i wanted to prep it befor eredying.

Before.

Amg. I finally grow my hair longish and i snip it off again >: I CUT IT TO GROW IT~

After.

Yay for shorter fringe, no more touching hair excessively!

Off to catch up on Top Gear Season 14 and Gossip Girl : DDD

xo.

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you,
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you.

New moon.

2009-09-29T18:36:00.004+10:00

So it's nearly Harvest/New moon time! Yay for moon cake! This also reminded me of New Moon of the Twilight saga.
Yes. It is a necessity for me to blog about this ahahaha. Kirsten Stewart looks so much more prettier here...and it seems like the cast has rehearsed this time round. Bravo! I think the trailer is so much more captivating compared to the first one. It may possibly be because of the Volturi though, how elite do they look - fashion wise. Watch it here, if you haven't already!

In other news, I'm still gathering materials for my next attempt in business. All will be revealed as soon as I'm done with a sample :3

xo

2009-09-20T20:45:00.005+10:00

Woo more Cupcakes onpitt from Chatswood :D

Went to watch Up! in 3D on Friday :3 It was so saaaad D:Went in this outfit~ Which was in the recent Zipia batch. Love it.

Don't mind my mess haha~

Black romper/jumpsuit with ruffles on the front : D
Cardigan with lace accents
My beloved Witchery ballet flats
Disney Couture - Cinderella pumpkin necklace :3

In other news, today was Burwood festival! I forgot to take my camera ;__; But they had ponies and a crapload of stalls and food D: Yay festival food : D

And i dyed/trimmed hair. Yes. Again. My explanation = split ends D: The girl that did my hair (Sadie) is so talkative..as every other hairdresser. I bet it's part of their requirements LOL. "Must be able to chit chat."xD

xo

NEW YORK, NEW YORK.

2009-09-14T16:23:00.008+10:00

Yes. Nina received the package : D!! It probably means i lost something else ]: But i shall be happy for the moment :]

I literally laughed out loud when i saw the Star Wars movies HAHAHA Carlo you've always known the nerd within me LOL.

So i tried them on :D The pink one is so snug Lurve.

And the other one is a small? SERIOUSLY?! When i saw it i was like oh dear.. but when i wore it, it wasn't as bad.
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE. Kay i gotta do this presentation now.

xo.

We lean on each other.

2009-09-12T20:11:00.005+10:00

CuteOverload

Yaayy, i got a notice for a package in the mail. I'm not sure what it is though, Carlo did you send it in such a way that it requires my signature? o_o

Got a couple things today from MAC :D

HG Duo and paint pot in Rubenesque.

xo

OH NO.

2009-09-10T22:32:00.004+10:00

Ice coffee :D I love my baby blue Ksubis <3

Oh goodness, it's September. Time to break the wallet ;__; Looking at my schedule for the next couple weeks is already making my head hurt LOL. I still haven't studied for Tax Law and mid sem is on Sat ]]]]]]]]]]: Clearly, the most logical thing to do now is blog, right?

Erghhh so much to buyyy. It's so sad i can hardly differentiate between necessities and luxuries ]:

xo

2009-09-07T23:20:00.001+10:00

Oh God. Why does it hurt so much.

Package rant.

2009-09-06T17:23:00.005+10:00

Can not wait until until we get extra daytime : D
So a little catch up on September, I've been iffy with the post office lately >_> One of my packages is no where to be seen! I went to TWO post offices, because one accused the other of stamping the notice wrong. When i get there he tells me to call a Hotline. "Fine." i thought, thinking i would call up and complain to customer service. To my absolute surprise the Hotline was ENTIRELY, let me repeat, ENTIRELY machine automated. I don't think i've ever been so annoyed ]:

Anyhow, EMS however has much greater service, a rep picks up and you can enquire directly. Yestyle.com ships with EMS :] That's where i got my Laneige goodies.

I got the Troubled Pores range (toner and emulsion) 'cause yah i has troubled pores QQ. After using this for a week, i can clearly say Laneige is my HQ brand ;x. Prevent > cure.

In other news, went to Cupcakes onpitt and grabbed these yummies :]

xo

Thai food!

2009-08-28T23:01:00.006+10:00

Went to Newtown to have dinner with David :] Thai Pathong, it was yummy~not the cheapest thing in the world, but totally worth it.

Fresh coconut juice ~
Entree: Money Bags. Chicken and nuts? wrapped in spring roll pastry with plum sauce : D Yummy :3

Main: Barramundi a coconut milk curry : DD Kinda spicy ;___;
Main: Steamed seafood thing. When it arrived at the table, the foil was on fire : D You can still see a little flame on the top middle part of the foil D:

Bad part was, i got a call form work asking if i could start at 9am tomorrow ;__; boo no sleeping in and KENTUCKY MAN, i think your package camee 'cept i have to pick it up at a different post office, from the one i suually go to. Weirddd.

xo

Bling.

2009-08-26T18:46:00.007+10:00

My bracelet (in Vintage Rose) came today from Steph of DSK Jewelery ;] It's so pretty and sparkly. Looove.

And mine :]

She sends her items with candy *0* Definitely go check her out!

On another note, today was a beautiful sunny day : D Laying on the grass in this weather is heaven. It got a little too windy as the day progressed though.

xo

Ava's dinner.

2009-08-24T12:45:00.000+10:00

I hate blogging about stuff the day after it happens ]: But i was so tired after last night boo >: So these are the small amount of photos i took with my phone [epic fail-y as well] Had dinner with George and his family [awkward ._.], so we stuck to our plan which was eatandgtfo : D By the time we got out it was 9:30 already wtf, and Jingaling had a curfew for the first time ever LOL.

Trekked to a bar and drank weee~ Started with a first round of cocktails and then Viks was geed for shots xD The others didn't wanna do shots with us [price > value] so Viks, Ava and i did them instead : D I originally wanted tequila, but the bartender said it was boring T__T So he suggested Cookie Monster...
with fire *w*
And Wet Pussy, what a vulgar name to call something,
goes down super easily, must be due to the cranberry juice lolol...I still wouldn't have minded tequila blahhh ]:
Finished with Cosmos, which was yummy. Viks wanted to race me, got a major brainfreeze >_> Note to self do no tdo that again.

Hope to get all the photos soonnn~
Kay i should probably go back to my paper now. Oh one mor ething, i watched the first episode of True Blood yesterday, i found it kinda boring, maybe it was Sookie's Southern accent? I dunno, not digging it ]:

xo

Ginger twirl.

2009-08-22T21:51:00.000+10:00

I LOVE TWIRL! Thanks to the mysterious Kentucky man <3 Cutest interface evar~

On another note sushi and ginger beer is such a refreshing combination for lunch ahaha <3
I prefer Bundaberg over this brand, but their bottle cap is way annoying.

xo

HOW? WHERE? What..?

2009-08-21T13:35:00.000+10:00

Someone tell me how to put youtube videos in blogger? o_o Is it even possible ]: I'm beginning to miss Wordpress already!

CARLO IF YOU'RE READING THIS, WHERE DO YOU BLOG NOW?! I've totally lost it, which would explain the no visiting in a bagillion years ]: And my arrow keys just stopped working for 15 minutes...o_o...the first thought that came into my head was, "HOW WILL I EVER PLAY AUDITION AGAIN?!" Then i remembered i hated that game ]: As you can see my train of thought makes total sense :]

And my Tweetdeck no longer works! Sad face ]: Any alternatives?

I've been obsessing over this, super cute animals :3 I mean LOOK AT THIS BUNNY FOR INSTANCE.
Ngawwwww~ and then...
SUPER CUTE <3

I was totally hunting to mummy that i wanted a kitten for my birthday ;x But if i saw a bunny like this, I'd totally buy it hands down ;x

xo

Escapades.

2009-08-19T20:10:00.000+10:00

Don't you love class presentations, where they gve out candy as rewards? Yay, much needed sugar boosts! These mini Natural Jellies dinosaurs are so adorable omg.

And i have to say pool/snooker is a rather relaxing sport [?] Won 2 games,. but lost against Kenji
"Mickey Mouse :D" - GC.

xo

I'm a heart-heart-heart breaker~

Rebirth.

2009-08-18T19:23:00.000+10:00

So, Jess and i decided to delete jaenn.blogspot cause she was the main contributor, as i don't blog as much as her @_@ So wordpress to blogger~ Blogging here on my own would probably mean an update once a month LOL hopefully not though.

On a side note, the university's using plain coffee cups! Initially my reaction was, "Wow, another way to cheap out?" But it's actually super fun to draw on them during lectures LOL

xo

Some people want it all,
But I don't want nothing at all.